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WWXXXVI 2005-11-01 - 6:58 p.m. i don't know what fucking problem my blog has but ya la. just refresh a few times and maybe it'll (only) get better. =p dying for one's country. what IS dying for one's country? if you see it on a larger scale, dying for one's country, means patriotism. patriotism means wanting to FIGHT for one's country. FIGHTING for countries mean WAR. in a single war, thousands of people lose their lives. innocently or not, thousands of people are killed. and with each life gone, a story is gone. everyone have their own worries, their happy moments, their precious memories. i'm always afraid to die, fearing the loss of all that i possess. materialistically or sentimentally. ;) even if we may not feel for one another, just think about dying yourself, would you bear to let go of all those memories you hold on to, all the loved one you have not reached out to? and what about all the things you like to do, and all the things you cherish. They will be worthless because the one who give them value is no longer there. War is just plain stupid. i mean, why waste all the money on ugly weapons when you can spend them buying a penthouse! yes definitely a penthouse. ;) why go kill someone i hate when i can go kiss baby duckling swimming in kallang river. sigh. why die because of killing someone you hate when you can die because people seperate you and the one you love? think romeo and juliet. lolx. 2005-10-20 - 10:10 p.m. And not just any father. He's my very own father. I've never felt closer to him before than the last few days. Mom went to China for a business trip on behalf of my dad. So suddenly I have papa miss-calling me and sending me messages like: Ooooh. How fierce! So I replied that I'm on my way home but he said he didn't care and I only had 15mins left. Oh well but I was only about 5 minutes late and I guess I'm too sweet a daughter to lock out of her palace. x) So, what's my point? It's that when my mom was around, she's the one constantly bugging me to get my butt back in the house safe and sound. But now that she's away, my dad's the one opening letters to "Kenny's parent/guardian", or telling me to call home, or asking me why the hell did I attend school when i have a bloodshot right eye! It's cool actually, to actually feel first-hand-father-worries for the first time. And I'm lovin' it! But I do miss my mommy too! In the mean time, though, I'll enjoy being Daddy's girl. =) 2005-09-19 - 11:35 p.m. For all those times you stood by me You were my strength when i was weak You gave me wings and made me fly You were my strength when i was weak You were my eyes when i couldn't see You were always there for me You were my strength when i was weak You were my strength when i was weak I'm everything i am 2005-08-11 - 11:55 p.m. tonight's the first night you left me to walk home by myself. the first night you just left me alone. the first night you showed that you do not care at all. the first night i have no one to call, no one to talk to.
2005-08-01 - 10:07 p.m. me: wah damn hot.. 2005-08-01 - 4:55 p.m. Nowadays, people pay to consult doctors and specialists. However, they are also used as specimens for the trainee doctors to learn. Simply said, they are used as guinea pigs! Therefore we came up with a conclusion that guinea pigs are now hired to be tested on... (High squeaky voice)Guinea Pig: Hi!! Setting: Cages lined up nicely in the Lab. Guinea Pigs coming up one by one to be examined for its suitability for the project. 2005-07-21 - 9:06 p.m. My skin is like a map I bruise easily I found you fingerprints Chorus Anyone who can touch you So be gentle... Chorus I bruise easily 2005-07-16 - 2:28 a.m. "I love my duckling.. Because he is the only one that treats me with so much care. and he continues giving." 2005-07-10 - 11:52 p.m. Actually, the Fantastic Four works for Darth Vader. Darth Vader opened a noodle stall - May The Noodles Be With You. Let me introduce the workers: That fateful day, everyone was doing their job as usual. Then Doc Doom storms into the restaurant, after a tiring day at the Power Supply Pte Ltd. He demands for a bowl of Hokkien Mee Soup, the chef's recommendation, also the favourite dish of the chef's son, Luke. He waits patiently. 2005-07-10 - 9:45 p.m. "if beauty is attraction, you are my attention. if coca cola is my addiction, den you are my devotion.! girl: love is to share the things you like. And now that you're gone I'm gonna open my eyes There it goes up in the sky I'm gonna look back in vain And now that you're gone There it goes, up in the sky 2005-07-02 - 2:14 a.m. when was the last time i got my heart broken? but then that was like probably a couple of years ago, when it was thoroughly broken. did i just feel it again today, or was it just a phase of diverting back to the past. ya but though we are not anything anymore, this is how i feel...: From this moment life has begun From this moment I have been blessed I give my hand to you with all my heart From this moment as long as I live You're the reason I believe in love From this moment as long as I live 2005-07-01 - 11:43 p.m. squash or God. or squash God. haha =x 2005-06-30 - 5:11 p.m. i missed those quiet, lonely bus rides. enjoying music, staring out the window at the flashing scenery, actually, more like staring into space. i like the silence - me not needing to speak, but filled with fine melody within my ears. such solitary bliss. Young girl don't cry When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream When there's no one else Young girl don't hide Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed When there's no one else Ohh yeah, ooh, yeah ohh Life is a journey When there's no one else Young girl don't cry 2005-06-29 - 5:03 p.m. one of my favourite animals is ducklings. serious. =) there's only 2 kinds of ppl you hate. one is those who are.. ya. hateable (duh). the other is those you love. i mean, its those things that they do that make you love and hate them. like when they have lots of GIRLS at their feet, it makes you hate them for attracting so many FLIES. but you love them cuz he's at least got-people-want(translate to chinese) hahaha. or maybe like when they are jealous.. hate it cuz it feels like they are possessive and childish.(they get jealous of their own things! when they lend it to you. cuz you pay too much attention to it than to them. or so they think.) but love them cuz they CARRREEEEE. =) hate them when they don't call you. love them when they do. hate them when they complain about being, ARGH, hungry. but love them too much to want to stuff their face with food (to stop the complaining at least =P). yea you get the idea. so annoying. i'll love you more with every breath.. (is this it? =p) 2005-06-09 - 7:38 p.m. i'm finally updating huh =p hmmmm this is on my blog's editing site's advertisement: btw. the real reason why darth vader has to wear his costume is, ya, because he was burnt. but how he got burnt was a different story. he did not get burnt because of however-starwars-showed-how-he-got-burnt, but because some weird hungry quacking freak stuck his head behind the glass window of darth vader's kitchen while he was cooking and frightened him. so? he splashed his pot of meatball noodles soup onto his face! tada... God loves me, you know? wow so mark's right boot's name is jonathan! mark! do you have a grudge against the jonathan at the rink? haha. yea i know he drives the zamboni so freakin slowly but thats not an excuse =) 2005-05-24 - 4:54 p.m. like wow my blog's finally ok la. i've sorta lost the gist of writing blogs. i mean i'm never at home anymore.. and i'm never online. mark simply CANNOT drive. ok this is what i do when i really have nth to write about! :) You're the kind of friend who always bends [chorus] You're the kind of guy, whose hand in mine You're the kind of guy that blows my mind [chorus] [guitar playing]*kawen:damn cool!!!* [chorus] Youre it, you're the ultimate, you.... 2005-04-13 - 10:35 p.m. oh wow. my blog's back. so did you guys miss me or not. lol. i only reach home like 9 every night. and i finally finished (with self-discipline to do properly!) my econs hw. ah. so busy. and that stupid pasar malam is still on around my estate. kinda annoying arriving home every night and finding it hard to walk to my block. lol anyway. omg council rally's starting and this friday its house rally. i'm kinda anxious for it to come lol but i am still unsure of what to say. hopefully by tmr nite i'll come up with something impactful and impressive. owell! at least i hope my classmates will support me. till then~ =) you know you are my only prince. 2005-03-08 - 9:42 p.m. guess i havent updated for like so long. ME WANT ACJC ME WANT ACJC! but owell. i've already submitted the JAE thingy so i'm like stuck with jjc forever. or like i manage to get my super lithistmathecon combi or i'll fork out 2500buckstimes3 to get into ACJC! $2500 for 1 point deduction k. what the. so like nationals isnt really FUN for me cuz like ya. guessed it? yup. but i'll work harder next year! so like =) i cant wait to go to australia mannnnnn. its like almost confirmed! australia 2007!my dad's saving up so like.. THANK YOU DADDDEEEEEE. =p ok so i'm like over him. but he's still so cuteeeee!!!! and i love his freakin' eyes. never fails to send me over the freakin' moon. lol! stop staring at me like that! =) ok i'm not over him. totally. yet. hehe.. so two days after nationals, 23 axels landed. well, about 10+ is not an actual axel cuz i counted it out of axel-halfloop-flip. which is kinda hard come to think of it. lol i almost landed double sal. yaya but i never actually landed it. so irritating. just cuz of my stupid effin left foot. OH NO I WANT ACJC! T.T they are so darn hot. 2005-02-17 - 9:21 p.m. All my life All my life 2005-02-12 - 9:01 p.m. i've never been so tired before. ever since JC, i'm always lacking of sleep. whats more. i'm going to start skating at 6am in the morning. so mom found out about my piercing. thank God it was chinese new year. i'm so tired! i'm covered with mosquito bites. i cant help it, i'm too sweet. my new dress is gorgeous. mark still owes me a dress. k box with desley and shimei was damn fun. resolves to return. i hate LTS assignments!! do not disturb me for another 100 years. the princess is going for hybernation. i need sleep! 2005-01-30 - 7:50 p.m. sorry wei qi i din keep my promise to go blading with you. lolx next time i sure go k. ok first i'm really thrilled i got in squash and was chosen for OGL. but then, i wasnt chosen for something i really really wanted. i was so sad la. it was after Youth Service and i met shi mei, found out the 'truth' and then cuz i was still vulnerable, just out of altar call, i cried in the middle of takashimaya. and guess who i bumped into? shi mei! lolx. shi mei was shocked i call her name and hugged someone else. lolx confused yet? yup my two precious shi meis finally met. lol. jjc and scss. so cute la. took a picture of them. and i took a picture of little shi mei with my ugly crying face. bah dunno la. i was really upset la. no wonder God say pray specifically. i thought i pray for OGL can already. i forgot to pray specifically more, i forgot all about... nvm. sighhhhhhh i still believe God will open a larger door for me, with red carpet somemore. so i still trust that i will be successful when i run for council. i dunno la. i just need His strength. 2005-01-23 - 5:51 p.m. this is boring. hmm i still dun think i'll FALL IN LOVE with roller blading. lol but i'll give wei qi a chance to concince me =p problem is there's always no time! school and church and more school and then skating and this and that. spare time to think about him, other time to worry. more time to day dream. blah. *cries*. why do human change so much?? i mean, it was only days ago when we were still virtually hanging on to each other. or maybe i was. lol!! but but but. okok for example i change too! and i'm sorry about that. but too bad. i cant stand situations and i change accordingly. so maybe so does he. and maybe cuz she appeared and apparently such beauty to everyone else's eyes (bleh!) and swept him off his feet and stole my little star. lol okok this is so wrong. i promised God i'll put Him first. wahaha. besides, adrian's such a big example. =x speaking about adrian, who reminds me of the other adrian in church, eddy's bro. lawrence reminds me so much of him! who is tim's brother. who is our family head. haha ok complicated. and adrian was so embarrassed today cuz rong zhu was saying bye to OUR adrian ong and adrian turned around and BYE~!! =D and realised she was talking to ong ying da. so funny la and he accused rong zhu for being such a bad person. lol! i'll get over it. i know i will! 2005-01-16 - 10:42 p.m. i want to know.. there is no one, no one like you. you are my only, my only one. my only onee!! you are my only, my only one! i'm addicted to that song! i'm addicted to you. i'm not the first to know, there's just no getting over you. kk enuff of songs. i finished my math tutorial assignment. ALMOST. i cant do one question. and i was stupid enuff to cancel away one whole question cuz i tot i did wrongly which when i checked the answers, was correct! ok so i slipped on my axel once again and fell right onto my butt. i think i'm gonna have internal butt injury. sigh. dont think too much dont think too much dont think too much dont think too much dont think too much. 2005-01-14 - 6:35 p.m. i signed up for ok this guy told onn shaun really loudly: wah first time see jjc got chiobu! sighhh i hope what shimei said was true. lol though i noe my own limitations, i still hope that haha nvm. it will be sooooo gorgeous. try reading my mind =p 2005-01-13 - 9:57 p.m. i'm either having too much fun, or too lazy to blog. jaw wants me to blog about the fart thing.. but i'm too lazy!! jaw u blog k. omg he's soooo adorable. i'm so smittened la jj rawks. its THE BEST! although everytime sajc person walks by i'll gawk and get jealous. but i love my school! i love our squash court. i love our people. i love my friends. not so the teachers. haha only maybe GTS or Mr Handsome, or so he calls himself. so. so. smittened. tee hee. i'm signing up for OGL! liang zhi too i'm surprised hahaha but then yup. it'll be so fun! i hope. no! i bet! lol. i'm so happy! okok dont hit me. haha i noe i'm annoying by being such a love sick puppy. haha! love sick puppy! =p tmr's cca orientation. cant wait! gonna go for tennis and track trials i think. and of cuz. SQUASH! lol. i love squash. i love.. =D 2005-01-08 - 9:25 p.m. i still cant get over jj mass dance!! shit la i want to get into student council. i think i'm 80percent staying in jjc. haha come on la jj rocks. hmm maybe when lesson starts on monday i'll judge again. but right now, nothing can keep me away from going to school! i'm so excited! HEY! when i run for student council must vote for me i dont care! lolx sooooo funnnn! me shi mei and lenette signed up for Orientation 2 for 2nd intake i cant wait!! imagine us year ones leading year ones so cool la. we'll show them what they missed man. damn exciting. camp rocks woo! i'm crashing sajc soon i dont care lols. btw electric guitar rooooocccckkkks!!!!!! first time i didnt stare at the drummer of any band wahhaa. plus point is that the guitarist was my OGL onn shaun, clap please! and do i need to act the fact that he's at least cute? lolx. cute guitarist. good enough. seoul garden was damn fun la. we got to know each other more. and merilyn is a catwalk model la oh man. she's 176 k talk to her my neck aches. she models for swarovski damn cool. i'm in love with 5 colours in her hair!! and imagine not talking to someone in school for 4 years and dancing with him in JC orientation. but the last time we danced before we broke camp was really cool! we rotated partners and stuff and i got to dance the guy role of the song haha kinda weird though. we love chicken dance! weee! haha wai seen is right. i'm committed now. haha JJ ROCKS MAN. shit la wai seen had to tell me that SAV gonna have hostel. now i'm tempted again. and lots of shuai ge huh but not the point. yi hao is smittening enough!! lolx =p but i'm still drooling for being OGL!! lol bah whatever. must depend on my results anyway. actually i'm a little hoping that my results will be like 12points. exactly enough to do 4 A level subjects =DDD and exactly one mark above the mark to get into sajc hahahahaha den i will have no choice cannot go sajc. i dunno la why cant i just face the fact that jjc is for me. God's plan for waiseen is sajc, den i think mine is jjc. but T.T wahhh. i want both. can i go to both schools? please God. lol. aiyah too busy showing off my school to hong keow i dowan to update. haha bye 2005-01-08 - 9:18 p.m. She's got a lip ring and five colours in her hair Everybody wants to know her name She's just a loner with a sexy attitude Everybody wants to know her name She was all I thought about Everybody wants to now her name 2005-01-07 - 4:28 p.m. i am back! u noe like when i first got my posting..sigh. still i was pretty excited on the first day of school la. BUT. after the camp, my school is IRRESISTABLE. jaw did you hear that? sajc's uniform, i don't think ur temptation is that strong anymore. and besides, who can turn away from our JJ spirit? yea it may not b that good a school in many ppl's eyes and yea i would be embarrassed to tell mr kamal i went to JJ he that RJ freak. but omg i cant help it. i'm already thinkin of running for student councillor (how do u spell it?) even before i've gotten my Os results. i'm even signing up for orientation 2 to be OGLs. damn fun la.. and all the sappy speeches, lol.the j2s cried like crazy cuz they'll be handing over to us in a month! i hope i get chosen to be a shadow!aiyah dun be stupid. not that shadow. like councillors choosing their shadows la. u noe what i mean. and i love the idea of reuniting with my pri sch ppl after 4 years! my OG is going to seoul gardens later. weee. we're gonna treat our poor OGLs who slaved for us this few days. lol. we love u right! todae damn emo la. we played the E-web thing. not play actually, quite serious. and very emotional. i started crying and crying once i hugged serene and then i couldnt stop crying! =s i mean yea, who can someone cry over her OG after like only 5 days since we knew each other. ah ha. not to leave out the fact that we showered and slept together. lol literally! and all the dancing!!!! omg come on forget about sajc modern dance, jj's scdc is the best! lol but the scary thing is that i have to join student council first to join scdc which is a committee in the council la. and ya we have to have council elections. omg. damn scary. i cant hold rallies, =s. haha and then i started a crazy idea of making frens with everyone and getting them to vote for me. lol nahs. but i'll still do what i can to get in! i love dancing laaaa cant help. =D and if you think jj sucks, wait till we cheer k. hmph. cuz if we dont cheer loud enough, mr liao will go "my grandmother can do better than that~~~!!!!!!". and then we have to hear the echo from the grand stand across the track haha so sometimes we fake the echo. damn fun la really. sorry ar~, angel, hehe, jj is beneficial to me in many ways, come to think of it. no potong pasir. no mrt. i just hate mrt. skating on the way, cell group on the way, jurong point, primary school mates, sec school mates, fun, scdc, etc etc, but no flexible subject combi la so too bad =( so first 3 mths gotta try hard to do well for history. if only there's the lit math combi =( sigh. i'm soooo sleepy. 3 hours of sleep each nite for 2 nites. 2005-01-03 - 8:59 p.m. i dont wan to like jjc =( i want to go sajc. how. what if i regret. what if i can get into sajc and i regret. i found lots of primary school friends!! like dixie, xuyun(supposed to be in my OG she din turn up.), boon kin, yihan, kok yong, amelia, i heard alicia's here, sou mun too, and who? OH SHIT WTF! fine now my fuckin picture is on the student diary! MR ANG!!! I WANT TO KILL YOU!!!!!! rarrr! 2004-12-30 - 2:37 p.m. hmm waiting for the rain to get a little smaller. anyways. don't u think blogging.. kinda weird huh. when u first started, u'll get addicted to it and write and write. well for my case i just kept blogging haha but i realised i havent blog for quite some time. but i dont really have time anyway. or rather, my time is spent mostly on watching my favourite taiwan drama series! Qiang Wei Zhi Lian. i'm watching it for the 2nd time. and i'm glad i did. i just cant figure out how i missed out the 2nd part of disc 6, i still think i'm pretty smart not to have taken the disc out thinkin it has ended. owell but still, now i know the story better. i wonder how long it'll get me back on ice. firstly, i crashed into the ice, left butt first. so thanks to leonard, i'm having trouble cutting my nails, wearing my jeans, taking off my skates. and sitting down. grrr. but it gives me an excuse for time to heal my other wound. haha which is gonna happen today. i seriously hope i wont back out. isnt it what i've always wanted. so i found out my OG, and like we have to report at SEVEN am. so early. come to think of it, my loathing of that not-quite-up-to-my-standard school is starting to bring some excitement to me. at least i'm looking forward to monday. yea. ok so. i'm gonna watch Kung Fu Hustle later. sounds like i seriously boring movie. but since i'm not paying, might as well just enjoy the comforts of the theatre seat. not as if they are really any comfy anyway. yup meeting vanessa darling later. i cant wait! well i cant wait for the task we're gonna do. not for meeting her. just kidding vann!! 2004-12-26 - 10:06 p.m. i finally finished The Rose. aint ella a good actress? =p but why does it have to end so quickly. i'm not quite ready to finish the whole series! but too bad. i forgot there was no lesson today and thanks for mark's extra info, the zamboni peed a pool of blue on the ice. -.- thats it. i shant go skate. i'll skate tmr then. hmm xmas made me realise actually i DO have friends. hahaha normally i'm sooo antisocial. or so i think. that no one acknowledges my presence. haha that's quite wrong actually. i'm the perfect one! so i should alwaez be at the centre of attention! no kidding. yup. good thing we bought lotsa vcds few days back so i've got something to do before the 3rd. not that i'm lookin forward to the 3rd. i'm so not. ha. "olevels finish you'll get all the freedom you want" like shit la. freedom for a month? save it. dont bother. people just wont get the hint. btw. i'm not the kind to... what does my mom say? chi1 hui2 tou2 chao3. yup. so just get off my back. hmm the 2 spotlights just wont stick onto the ceiling of my bedside cupboard space. it falls off every 5seconds. i'm sooo hungry i only ate lunch. but i'm sooo determined to be skinny again. so hard huh. i have to skate soon. i havent skated for 3 days isnt that sinful. isnt christmas the birth of our saviour? arent people supposed to celebrate HIS birthday and not like the opportunity to drink and party? hey arent i hypocritic? still! i'm guilty so dont bother rubbing it in anymore. haha i mean taking the bus to town. u hear loud irritating sporean boys yelling swear words and showing off the number of girls they hooked up with and having fights with their brothers. so annoying! good thing i did not experience public transport in australia though i wanted to. i'd cry if i bump into australian guys behaving like this if i take the bus. anyway, going to skate, i had the luxury of being driven to the rink. i dread it here soooo much cuz i have to go on my own. its about time to hire my private chauffuer. is that how you spell it? whatever. i need the Sims2 BADLY! 2004-12-24 - 1:11 a.m. donna cawol and my aunt's prob on the plane back to aus now. i love Qiang Wei Zhi Lian i cant help it. its such a good lame taiwanese drama series. yaya "girls". still, its such bliss to sit in front of the big tv and weep over such heart wrenching relationships =p such fun! besides, where else do you find the perfect romance except in tv and books? ahh my precious books. i'm not really christmassy this year. haha. no i cant stand it! i want to go back to my vcds! BYE. 2004-12-17 - 4:02 p.m. i'm a liar. i'm a BIG FAT liar. i tell ppl i can i can. but in fact i can NEVER accept reality. and the school i'm posted to. i expect it. i have to go there. though i'll still try to appeal. and why did i end up there? cuz of boys. and what do boys do to you? RUIN YOUR LIFE. kk i'm making a big fuss out of it. so a few calls till midnight during prelims. that made me get a big fat 18 for my prelims. thanks to you huh. and expect me to come running to your feet at the end of all these, dream on. i shall not hassle over such silly things that get me no where. i went back to school this morning to get my testimonial, but no one could get me what i want. mr yong is friggin overseas. argh. i'm gonna be so sick. i had no choice and went home la. on the bus thank God angel decided that he shall speak to me another day. cuz i'm already clouded with tears and about to make a scene on the bus. owell i sat downstairs talking, no, sobbing to mom on the phone. my brother was on his way out and was like 'hi what are you doing here' and when he saw me he backed away and left hahahaha. he's adorable. ONLY sometimes. owell. i'm really upset. i cried like a BABY. but hey, dad is thinking of migrating. omgomgomgomg. mom is gonna quit her job and start helping my dad's company to invest overseas. maybe a year later i wont have to be effin stuck in this island. we may go to aus or even new zealand! hey i dun mind being a farmer's daughter squeezing goat's tits than being a nobody suffering at some nowheretogo JC. forget it baby. so what if there is only grass in NZ and no ice rink. hey maybe they have natural ice rink. nah i'm too fat and will probably break the ice and fall into the pond when i attempt an axel. ok i shall change all the pink. happy? no i still need a little pink to enhance my pretty little life. 2004-12-17 - 1:16 a.m. God loves me despite all my shameful wrongdoings! hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha hehs had to have a joyful cry of laughter. =x excuse me. hahahahahahaha. i'm invited to a lesson with SLEEPING BEAUTY ON ICE CAST!!! can you believe it?? omg omg omg omg. and only 12 members of the Singapore Ice Skating Association are invited! aint i the luckiest pwincess huh val? lol. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. okok. get over it karen. hmmm. 28th of december 1pm esplanade. woohoooo. weee now mom's booking sleeping beauty on ice show for us. i pray for tickets. let yeeyee donna cawol watch before they leave. RIGHT before they leave :D i'm so excited. tmr's posting results. hmmm. havent been praying. =x cant wait for the skating thing. i'm so happy. i'm so lucky! seeing real professional skaters live eh? cool. maybe i can join the cast? hahahaha jk. hey what if i really impressed them with my charms and errr wonderful skating. hahahhaa. den maybe i sabotage Aurora and i can take over her. haha nah i was just kidding. i dont wanna end up like Tonya Harding. i still want to skate =D imagine being BANNED from skating. oh man. she must be so wasted. she's a good skater i heard. of cuz. owell. good night. oh yea i'm not looking forward to having my teeth under constant pressure for one fifth of a decade. haha just saying that to make it sound longer. =p 2004-12-16 - 9:15 p.m. i'm like: mom can i get my belly pierced if i win nationals? i mean i only haf a measly 50-50 chance of winning =( i mean like wow my mom's is at least agreeing to let me have my belly pierced! sorry i havent been updating on my latest desire. haha cuz i didnt want to talk about it here when i'm not hundred percent sure i'm going to be able to get it. i planned to declare when i finally got it. haha but this is incredible so i decided to go on and blog about it. and so like ok i'll get my teeth done. so i'm like can i get it for xmas then?? she's like NO you have to do the braces thing first before you get it done cuz you will back out. oh come on who would back out on pretty teeth? well on the pain yea but i mean, i will look good on tv~ (heh i'm gonna be an actress! dream on yea i noe.) oh well still, like darryll the egoist, i'll be perfecting my image. heh i noe what it means ok i checked the dictionary. no offense =) i mean it good naturedly. whatever haha dont get mad. oh well and talk about torturing your body. i mean like HI braces equals to torturing you FACE, SKULL AND JAW. oh yea. sorry jaw. i'm torturing jaw. man. isnt it sick. yea yea i'm beautifying my inside-of-the-mouth. but i'm gonna beautify my belly too. with a nice twinkly jewel! exotic. mmm. lol ok whatever. i just want it k. treat it as i'm urm.. having a fetish for pain? no that sounds wrong. awwww come on look at donna! i'm so friggin jealous. ya ya cut the 'you'll have problems during pregnancy' crap. i'll just get it out when i'm pregnant. IF i'm pregnant =D. i doubt i'll ever TORTURE myself by getting pregnant and TORTURE my life with cute bubbly dodo toddlers with a potential of growing into demanding ungrateful monsters! like me. yea. haha i admit. awww well. at least a belly ring shall satisfy my hunger for australia AT LEAST for a while~ that doesnt mean i'm not gonna still yearn for skating in australia. =p i'm gonna be HOT soon! ok just cut out my face and bruised legs if you like. oh man that sounds wrong again. i'm hot. accept it. =D 2004-12-13 - 9:40 p.m. i'm fuckin home sick. i arrived at the stupid wet tiny rink and wanted to cry. its fuckin wet, like a pool. i'd rather be a fuckin dolphin. it stinks as usual. and i miss macquarie. anna's still enjoying the blissful ice. *cries* and then darling van appeared. and she's jealous of val. lol but not anymore =D i hope. ah well. i dont belong here i dont belong here. i want to tag along donna cawol and yeeyee on the 23th and go back to aus. to macquarie. to mark. T.T to monica, michael, slav, anna, nice ice. spider-filled house. sam. uncle eric. the big blue car and the nice nice mercedes that i love. nice dinners. carol's soft bed. valleygirl's. jayjays. diva's. MACQUARIEEEEE. *breaks down and cry* ahhhhh well. singapore sucks. i hate singapore. i hate our accent. i hate the way we speak. i hate the high rise buildings. i hate the fuckin old perverts. i hate the heat. i hate fuji ice palace. i hate buses. i hate MRTs. i hate LRTs. i hate the noise. i hate the rain. i hate the inefficiency at the airport (though i like the building itself. world's first airport. ha.) i hate bad ice. i hate lack of skating lessons. AND skating SPACE. i hate random skaters. i hate i hate i hate. blah blah blah. mom's helping me silently. now dad and mom is telling yee yee about their plan to invest in australia. COOL AS! and then i can go over as PR and get free education. AND SKATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *continues to cry.* 2004-12-08 - 6:55 p.m. skating is such fun. though i always throw silly tantrums over silly hmm what was that again? waltz jump! lol and mark's like that was a pretty lil tantrum you had there~ thanks. i'm landing axels againnnnnnnnnn. haha must have been from the baths i took which were meant to relax your muscles but made mine more tensed. but i did skate well today. despite mark telling me to only spend 1/2 hour on sims! no way man. haha but tonight ok i wun play sims. but i cant stay away from the computer. took lotsa nice pictures especially egoistic ME. haha lalala went to DFO today and went two rounds around the level and i still can buy more stuff! lol before i can go for a third round, my aunt dragged me away to look for my uncle in my new cute 5 dollar pink hat. damn cheap la the stuff and so nice tooo! cawol's going mad cuz spore sucks and i mean it. no clothes to even BROWSE at. no nice houses. well ok maybe there are nice houses. no nice RINKSSSSS. no nice coaches! okok carolyn's wonderful and da xiao's urm the spy? from mark leung. but spore is not australia! spore did not hold any olympics but sydney did. spore dun haf cheap DFOs and nice skating ppl like C-G, sam, mark, michael, monica the gorgeous coach, lilyanne the baby, SLAV! lol. okok spore DOES have good people but owell. spore doesnt have 'Shakespeare place'. spore doesnt have cold chilling nights, spore doesnt have STARS. spore idols cant sing, once you listened to people like ANTHONYYYYY (aus idol). yea. well there's more but i wont blab on. we have to eat fruits everyday. not that i'm complaining. yummy mangoes and mango-banana-ice-smoothie. yum. pretzels here rocks! i love the bacon and cheese pretzel me and anna got the other day. australia rocks. i'm never coming back. noooo sunday please do not come. 2004-12-05 - 10:35 a.m. i'm so full. was playing PS2 tennis with sammy! i'm Anna Kournikova. there's this other girl danielle sth. much prettier than anna but we're still at the first set and carol took over. lol interesting though. the ball is so hard to direct and i dun really like tennis anyway. but i'm always better at everything on PS or computer =p i went to hillsongs today but didnt stay long. yeeyee brought me and we stayed for worship for like 10min?? lol and then when they started to pray yee yee was like lets go. she hates speaking in tongues lol but owell. i can alwaez come back when i study here =p oh no gotta go back up to play 'tennis'. 2004-12-03 - 5:13 p.m. there's this sequel here, called ONE TREE HILL and Chad Michael Murray is in it and i'm like *gasp*awwwwwwwwwwwwww. lolx everytime a close up, or whatever. i dun care if his character sucks haha but he's so friggin hot omgomgomgomgomg. lolx but the story's boring though. that's why i'm here now. yeeyee made pasta today. quite nice but you know how you get sick of pasta after some bites? Mark wants me to do situps and skipping again. i told him i used to so he's like start it again. sighhhh its very tiring blohhhh. that's why i'm got lazy and stopped. haha not that i'm not already lazy. i'm set already i'm stayin here i dun care. i'm gonna persuade my mom. i'm not gonna register for JC. the latest i'll stay till is after my Os results so like i'll come and study here weeeee and skate and ice dance whatever. fun. lala. i'll miss carolyn though haha. its really fun skating everyday and mark's really nice and anna and i were like trying to smack his butt but he found out loL!! anyway we wouldnt haf done it haha we wouldnt dare. and then michael, he taught DA WEI before. not that i noe that legendary hunk personally but like ^_- you know. yea and then he got me on this fishrodlookalike harness and pushed me really fast but i love landing axels. i haf sore knees now. *cries*. i dont miss spore seriously. i can live here all my life. i dun even wanna go back. i haf nth to lose! except my family of course, and my room. cuz i'll haf to sleep in the (scary) guest room here. its scary cuz last nite the door slammed by itself :S thank goodness carol was with me and we were chatting as usual and then like we just passed it off as the air con. sth complicated abt the air con. rolls eyes. lol i'm trying to get sammy to skateeeeeee so that he'll do ice dancing with me! lol not that i ask for much. if i will i might choose dance over pairs since the christy's rite. pair's too hard. heh heh. and so i'll haf to go back to my 800 skippings and 100 sit ups lol starting from..... NOW! huhhh but i just ate~~ 2004-12-02 - 5:12 p.m. mark's entry: Time flies like an arrow. How I have spent my years: How I am probably going to spend the rest of my years: I am going to die some time in year 2066. Here Lies: (1983-2066) Hi Van! Hi Kai Er! Van don't punch my grave! 2004-11-30 - 9:26 p.m. i'm gonna like shop less and skate more? mmhmm. i dunno if i can get stuff for all my frens back home. yup. but i'll definitely try especially the ones i love :P like jaw, val etc. hehs. invited anna to come with us to the city and to the beach. i hope it'll be heaps fun. its like 9:30 here now i'm gonna sleep soon lol so i can wake up early. gonna skate alot starting tmr. no more cute-guy-oggling. not that there were any lols. i'm skating like 9am (if i get there early) till like 11 and then lunchtime and then i'll go like borders (miss the times with jaw!) or hang around with anna or grab a sushi. and then private at 5:15pm. so excited. aww sam is good at the violin. lolx. been riding the hideous exercise bike everyday and i seriously hope i lost some fats. unlike donna i'm not a natural skeleton. lol but she insists she has fats and plans to SHOW 'them' to me. or maybe invisible ones? lol. =p owell i better sleep early but i just want to keep talking to you!!! xoxo 2004-11-30 - 1:29 p.m. omg i'm so smittened lolx. i skated for free today. nahs half price. haha! dont ask why not tellin cuz its my own lil secret. well not exactly cuz carol knows haha and my aunt noes too and i think we're pretty delighted with the fact. whatever. and how delightful and surprising to see.......ANNA! yup anna. whom i thought was going to perth but showed up this morning in the middle of my starflyingcamel. i'm like wow a familiar face finally. not that cawol's face aint familiar. haha i've seen her since practically FOREVER. and yup so we skated. we went for lunch. met this oliver man. nup not the one the twins were crazy after. some old guy. but he's pretty nice. he's into astrology and prophesies. and he thinks we're bright and yup. howard's gonna earn lotsa money for cawol. and they're gonna sponsor me to study HERE. cool. haha. sounds good! and so after skating, took more pictures and one with oliver. lolx he's like you're gorgeous! and i forgot what i said and he KISSED me on the left cheek. and then he hugged me and said i'm really cute. *rolls eyes* we went over to khym's. yup khymberly and crooked and squishy! he's room was really messy but i love his dog! lolx. and then yup me and howard were like so bored we ran out of the house! but no one noticed it was really funny!!! omg its really hot here like 40degrees! argh u can just feel the heat welling up around you and blah. yup 2004-11-29 - 11:26 a.m. i love sydney. i didnt last year though. cuz i was here with a friggin person who ruined my whole life. well trip. haha well anyway, yea its so carefree and laid back here. and we drive around to malls and stuff, its really cool. lolx well yea the only thing i dun really like is that we are so far away from the nearest mall, and even the rink is like 15min drive away. well its much better than taking a 45min bus ride to JE *rolls eyes* and the people here are really nice and its really cool, cawol's friends are wonderful! even crooked is interesting. hahahaha. well anyway, i do miss my favourite people back home. lol but still, i'm glad they talk to me online. so i like yea its pretty much the same. we watch movies everynite on dvd, cawol sleeping over in the guest room and we crapped about how BEAUTIFUl she is and stuff lol i love it. i really DONT wanna come home! i mean like its so cool here, we just haf like fun lying around in my room laughing and stuff, the twins, cawol, donna donut and me. so fun! ok well i'm gonna go watch Hero now. never really caught it in spore. 2004-11-28 - 3:35 p.m. This is the THIRD friggin time i'm writing this blog entry! cut the crap i'll write the general. *thurs; all the adjectives in general. i'll tell more next time. i dont wanna lose a long nice entry for the THIRD TIME. *rolls eyes* *fri; *sat; *sun; 2004-11-28 - 2:19 p.m. staring blankly ahead i'm so pissed i lost a whole nice long entry last nite. lol well i'm back to write so. and i would walk a thousand miles if i could just, see you. tonight. *thurs; ok i'm totally in love lolx. ok well i'm not. but things are so sweet. awwwwwww *goes all dreamy* *and then its frydae; *sat; i'll update again. going jogging! 2004-11-24 - 1:23 a.m. what the fuck. do i look like a badrelationship confider? my exmajorcrush is telling me all about his super pretty super blur super cute girl who doesnt like him and calls me dumb just because he doesnt noe how to tell me about her and thinks i dun understand. well much as i like you and that hot looks you spot, doesnt mean i can tolerate this long about all your girls and BLAH. you swept me off my feet while you were with some ugly shit and then when you guys quarrel u come running to me like a puppy hurt and borrows money to buy WHAT but cigarettes. you think u can make use of my adoring heart well u are so wrong cuz you mean notthatmuch to me anymore and i will gladly,obviously,immediately choose my darling jaw babeh over you. i'm not blinded by my foolish infatuation for you anymore so just get a life and live your 'ohmyitssofuckedup' life yourself. and much as i love you cutecousin, u added to my agony and sorrows by telling me about this girl you're trying to woo and BAH WHATEVER!. 2004-11-24 - 12:44 a.m. sigh jaw i'm sorry i din reply before you got offline but yeah i'd really like for you to stayover once more before i leave and you leave and we do not get to see each other for the next whole friggin month. *cries* i miss the times you stayed and eat mee goreng and chat till 4am and have lesbian sex! i miss you like urine too! okaey the above may sound weird and alien but thats not for you so shut up =) i'm quite done with my room except for 3 minor spots which angel mistook one for my wardrobe and thinks its full of well nvm. which he's so wrong, and now that i've given away a mountain or two of clothes, i'm so excited i haf room for MOREEEEEE. lol but come to think of it, the messy pile beside my bed for my luggage will take up much of the space too so well back to square one. and less clothes to buy. lol no space unless my parents decide to turn into angels and buy me one more wardrobe. or better! build a walk-in closet or a 'mall' like the one in PD2 hahaha omg i love the show i love it i love it! haha omg keefe's pictures are so cute. tmr's a busy day. to school for school choosing thingie. skating lesson. rush back for manicure thing and blahs. i wanna go to gym! i'll run in the morning. i'll try. and oh ya better burn mr kamal's cd. or whatever. i'll see. haha 2004-11-23 - 12:53 a.m. oh yea we met oli. =P 2004-11-23 - 12:00 a.m. wee i'm almost done! haha i've started packing since saturday, starting with books and papers. and blah aiyah! oh yea i haf to burn cds. last samurai so can return to mr kamal. the way home for valmond darling. chloe so that i can return to yinglei. whew!. i'm so tired. i'm officially declaring that i haf rheumatism. i hope and pray and wish and beg that there will be slots for lesson tmr. so that i dun haf to pay. hahahaha cuz i haf no money. today's the first time i asked dad for money for skating lessons. cuz i'm afraid mom is too broke. i guess she is. owell. i lost hundred bucks today. fuck. yea i noe. i started packing from 8 at least? till NOW. 12:00. lol well my blog says 12 i started blogging =) oh yea losing hundred bucks and thinking metro was at centre point confirmed my mom''s doubts about me being a humongous blur queen and she is SO going to ask a bimbo air stewardess to HOLD MY HAND and bring me on board like HELLOOOOOOOOO. lolllll bought lotsa stuff today with hong keow damn fun. PRINCESS DIARIES II ROCKS MY SOCKS OH MANNNNNN! you noe how it alwaez seem as if you bought so much but when u unpack its like only blueh? yea. haha it ALWAES feels like this for me. to think i spent like what? 1000000000bucks? okae la exaggeration hehe dad suddenly came into my room and we started looking at the pictures on my desk and comparing my sister to me. yayaya we look identical but i'm the pretty one =x=x=x=x hahahaha i'm cuter k i'm the dolly one haha lala. ok i think ppl like hong keow and jaw are rolling their eyes. they love kelly -.- fine! i feel good! dadadadadadada 2004-11-22 - 12:14 a.m. my room may be only about 4metressquare(i think). but i took last night and almost 6 hours to pack my room today! as in total spring clean and i'm not totally done yet. i've reorganised my 'library' okok book shelf. my other shelf blah my whole secondary school books into 2 containers we bought today and the space behind my door hahahaha although it is still as cramped or maybe even more, my mom smiled and nodded. yay! and 'gave me a big clap'. roll eyes please. haha jk. its soo tiring i think i'm gonna get rheumatism hahaha. bah i cleared abit of the shelves under my window and the main desk but the whole shelves above the desk is vomit-able. i wonder how i've lived with this for all these years! since p5 i think. haha ya. omg. this is the first time i had a spring clean in like years. i don't remember any cleaning done within these 4 secondary years. plus even when we reshuffled my furniture i just chucked everything back where they are haha owell my lap top is now at my bed-desk so ya there's a lot more space on my desk now. its really neat i like it. but don't open the cupboard above my laptop now you'll faint. its chucked full of CDs while clearing my desk hahahaha i cant help it i loved cds when i was in pri school and towards lower sec. haha i'll clear them tmr. and my desk. and that pile of jackets on the pile of chairs. and maybe around the laptop. and maybe you know blah blah hahaha =) hongkeow my angel wants to kill you ! x) hehehe i'll tell you why later in when i meet you =D though you probably wun see this before i tell you cuz u're probably sleeping right now haha you'll noe about this entry before even reading it owell. i cant wait!! hehe. i missed the days we sat together hahaha *reminise(is this right? no i guess its totally wrong) the past* i dont have words in my laptop so i cant check my spelling grr. i'm so excited!! cawol i'm seeing you in THREE days! wee! or is it four? jaw i miss you we'll go ahem when i get back okae? and we'll bring carol along and hehs. =x 2004-11-20 - 12:14 a.m. i dont really feel like talking. its just that it really hurts having to miss out on a class chalet. i mean its not totally their fault that i wun be able to make it cuz i'll still be in australia, but still i'm pretty upset. i mean. you know who would wanna miss out on what their class is doing together, furthermore, its year end chalet and we've just gonna be graduated. though eleanor said she'll organise one next year march, still it wun be the same. i mean. i dunno! i guess its not a sudden surge of emotions anymore. people might think that its stupid to sit here in the dark crying about not being able to be with my class at year end chalet but it does mean a lot to me. i think it shows how emotional i am and how important things are to me. i am never able to be without people around me. but recently i've grown painfully aware about the fact that i am so alone that even around friends i FEEL alone. it sucks you know. appearing to be so 'bubbly and cheerful' or so everyone seem to tell me that's how i am, when deep inside i just feel so empty. even God cant fill in that space, or i just havent allowed him to. yea i guess that chalet isnt that big a deal but just somehow, it hurts. it really does. and i decided to just let myself cry. ha. crying on the last day of papers. how sweet..
at least johngabriel is askin us all out to watch incredibles on monday. =)
yesterday was the last day i sat in a classroom in swiss cottage secondary school. 2004-11-19 - 9:54 p.m. It started when we were younger you were mine okokokok. i promised val not to post what he said about sly -.- lalala what what. kenny said my hair was prettier before lol but owell i was hit by
temporary insanity haha. ok la it did hurt alittle. it'll grow though! its growing already! lollll yay jamie's on air already. 2004-11-19 - 9:08 p.m. i love: 2004-11-19 - 10:09 a.m. There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. But did you know, Baby, There is so much a man can tell you, You remain, But did you know, Baby, Now that your rose is in bloom. I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, There is so much a man can tell you, You remain To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny But did you know, Baby, Now that your rose is in bloom, Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Now that your rose is in bloom. Now that your rose is in bloom. 2004-11-18 - 2:34 p.m. tmr it'll be the last time i'm going to school. officially. well cancel the result taking blah. john gabriel-"but i kinda feel sad... i cycled to school for the last time today..." lolx awww how sweet. i'll miss it all. but owell life will be new haha i think my a math is gonna be dead. last paper tmr which is darling chemistry urgh. i'll start later =x idols today. must watch must watch. i cant believe it thank you God cuz next week i'm going to board the plane to freedom. not exactly, well. i'll get to go hillsongs lalalallalalalalalalakdljsfaldga. i'm so excited. 2004-11-14 - 9:21 p.m. and u'll alwaes be there for me. right? alicia keys and usher's sooo sweet. haha ailian's fwen's soooo funnie. he told ailian to tell me that he has this new superfast bike. haha hinting if i wanna get a ride. like WOW OF CUZ DUHHHH. hahahaha hmm wonder if he still bears grudges against me cuz i told him he's not cute =x hahahhaha. yep cute as in goodlooking. owell i think he's over it. but he still remembers me....so, not good sign. still! i wanna get on that bike like wow i've never done this before and uhoh we think i may fly away cuz it'll be fast and i've 'no experience' haha but who cares! who doesnt love excitement! uh. ok but i do! is Germany and China enough? do i really haf to study like everything. i'm skating tmr. dawn's going in the morning too and so yup we're gonna skate. i'm soooo sinfully greedy these days. kept eating and getting bloated up i even feel floatish. no wonder bloat rhymes with float. lalala. did u see all those sim skins like wow they even haf LEGOLAS *faints* i'm lovin it. wait till i install my sims into this laptop(yep i'm using it once more) i'll download all the celebrities and pretty people. i usually play the Sims with my mom's computer. hmm maybe i'll stick to it. 11 days. i love this number. i still love him! *loves*. 2004-11-13 - 9:37 p.m. oh no you don't know me at all. this is so cool. imagine. if u can take drama or music for A levels. damn cool. or so uncle eric made it seem to be. if i'm lucky, mom and dad may give me just another thousand bucks next year to study in australia. but i feel bad enuff already. but caught in the dilemma of wanting to experience jc life as well.. i dunno. i'll see after i return from this trip. i just cant get myself to study. why why why. and this hunk told me to try hard =x cuz its important. but he went overseas too in the end so -.- i guess its time to try. 2004-11-12 - 6:13 p.m. My favorite line, This is it,
Did i keep you waiting? i didn't mind.
still havent started on history and when is it? tuesday. rolls eyes. i love instant noodles. yaya i'll lose all my hair and get cancer but who cares. life is short and i love it that way. if cancer hurts, obviously, i'll take twenty pills of morphine i die. easy. okok ya the First Time again. hahahaha. fyi, angel, i think angels dun haf genders so u're not a guy =x so i SHOULD watch How to lose an Angel in 10 days. ok la i'm not that bad. how bout 10 years? or 10 eternities. i'm good rite? ;) jawwww i misss you so much too! i'll see u off at the airport okae?? if you want that is. lolx omgomgomgomgomg. the prince of my life! nono the ex prince of my life! lol nono the prince of my primary school life! ya. haha wow he's 3rd in some badminton champion thing. dun ask me how i found out :P haha i'm so sneaky. but i was just so bored and waiting for my yummy yellow stringy noodles that i decided to... lala. he's still doing badminton like awwww. i wish i continued too haha but itchy me had to go and join girl guides. i rmb me and shimin promised to join badminton together. but if i'd choose again, of cuz i like things as they are. i wouldnt wanna change a single thing in my life. well maybe some. hehx. i think someone needs to lock me up in my room. cuz.. i just cant endure even a week of not touching the computer! come to think of it. yea its exactly one friggin week before its over so WHY dont i have DISCIPLINE?? shitmyself. *cries* haha and 2 weeks till the morning i step out of the plane and out of Australian customs and into the bright summer morning sun on Sydney soil! why am i so dramatic. i guess i'd be so excited i'll forget to '~into the bright summer morning sun on Sydney soil, take a deep breath and *cameras circling around me* spread my arms, close my eyes and bask! in the sun rays.' haha yup. THAT dramatic. i should cut down on those movies too =P 2004-11-12 - 5:41 p.m. Ninety miles outside Chicago, Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart? Someday we'll know Does anybody know the way to Atlantis Someday we'll know Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Someday we'll know I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow Someday we'll know Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Someday we'll know 2004-11-11 - 10:30 p.m. It's always times like these hey i really love my angel okae. lolx! he doesnt believe me though~ cynical, arrogant pig. hmph. lol but he has good taste in music and he's nice enough to let me haf his radio.blog in my blog. omgomg i simply adore him. still. he insists on denying this fact so owell. i haf an angel who thinks his mortal doesnt love him and so i doubt if he loves me too!. i still need you. i still miss you. oh yea though daphne's not on the top of my list, she sang two of my fav songs. 2004-11-11 - 7:02 p.m. 2nd time i read, 2nd time i cried, 2nd time i love it. i love the novel i love it i love it! haha well i wouldnt buy a book if it werent good. although normally i find it good after i've bought and finished it. so it seems my taste in books are quite satisfactory. oh yea. the book is The First Time by Joy Fielding. uh uh. dun laugh at the title yea thats what drew me to it at first i admit lol but it surpassed the literal meaning into something so much more that i truly appreciate each and every word written that wove into the wonderful story. mom's fixing up my laptop but i guess it doesnt make any difference since i said if she doesnt fix it up i wun play it and concentrate on my studies which does not make any sense cuz here i am using her desktop every day. hehs. owell.. oh yea cawol! please update! lol ur dad's here. he's nice but most of the time out with your uncles haha. why is it always when someone is at the verge of leaving then people around will start appreciating that someone? cliche but true. especially those dying. *burst into tears* sorry i'm still drowned in the storyline. hmm i wonder how Jake looks like. lol yaya he's fiction but he sounds soooo handsome. |
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